For my first real blog post, I figured
it best to address the reason as to why this blog was created. You see, this
wasn’t exactly my idea. I have seen many people take up blogging as a way of
sharing their lives with the world; from elite runners, to cooking
connoisseurs, to movie critics, everyone seems to have something they
considered important to share. My question: was my story worth something? I
mean, I am your average 21 year old college student: I like to be fit, I spend
too much time browsing the internet, I call my mom at least once a quarter
stressed out of my mind about passing my classes, and I eat cereal by the
fistful. So is the only significant thing my uncanny ability to run for long
periods of time without feeling the desire to slow down or stop? I know lots of
people who do that. Is it that I’ve been able to turn something I did strictly
because I enjoyed it into a possible career? I know quite a few awesome people
who have done this too. So again I ask myself, what makes my story worth
sharing? And this is what I’ve come up with:
Each of the achievements I’ve made –
attending college as a 400m hurdler on the collegiate team, quitting the team
to pursue school, joining and competing for the club triathlon team, trying my
first marathon, and now road racing at an elite level – have been achieved by a
number of people. Each of these things on its own is a huge accomplishment and
is worth celebrating. My story is special because of the unexpected giant leap
I made from short sprints into long distance running and in such a short amount
of time. Even more, the fact that I could completely redefine what I was “good”
at my age is notable.
I know what you’re thinking… “You’re
21!! You’ve got so much time to reinvent yourself and find out what you’re good
at.” But think again. Even in high school, we are categorized by what we decide
to focus on. I was the hurdler girl. There were the partiers, the band kids,
and the scholars. Everyone had a category into which they generally continued
to fit. And into college we went, mostly remaining within those lines. When I
happened to decide to deviate from the hurdler identity, it was literally and
physically stressful; an identity crisis. But within a year, I had found a new
identity as an elite marathoner. HOW DID THAT HAPPEN!? Well, its not an easy
answer but one thing I do know for sure is that the road was not smooth and
that contrary to how most humans see the world, things don’t fall into the
categories we make. I am a prime example of leaving something at which I was
good and finding something completely new at which I was even better.
Seems to me that if it's possible for me
to fall into a new passion for which I have an innate knack that many people
out there probably have numerous talents too. So enough of putting people into
categories by their skills and capabilities, enough of making a finite judgment
about someone’s potential. Even more: enough of putting YOURSELF into a finite
category. Who knows what skills and passions you possess which you haven’t even
discovered!? Go out and do something risky and completely new. You WILL
surprise yourself.
So this is why my story is so special
and totally worth sharing with the world. It is a call to action for everyone
who thinks they are at a place in their life where they have to settle with
their skills and potential. You can do more that you ever imagined you could.
All it takes is a bit of action! For me, that action is now to pursue this
silly thing we call elite running. As I look for an elite team, each of the
coaches is ecstatic about how much of a clean slate I am. I am still such a
rookie in this sport and getting used to calling myself a distance runner. I
have so much to learn and all I have to do is continue to put one foot in front
of the other and see where they take me. I hope my journey can inspire you to do
the same!
P.S. I decided to enter the RUNNER’S
WORLD COVER CONTEST so that I can continue to spread my awesome (new) love for
this distance running thing. This is the link to my entry à http://covercontest.runnersworld.com/entry/1812/ , and
you can vote every day for me! I would love your help (: